ur sentnce is so hurtful, till i even tears.


"u also noe i and u alrd nthing le den what's there to be dissappointed and angry"

yuan lai, only im dreaming and hoping thing wil turn good for us. we can back tog and all.. beocz u from long ago, in ur heart.. im nt there anymore.

anything will come to an end,
any live will die
any movie will end
so its time,
to end our draggy rs le ba..

i wil bless u, for everything u do..
i will wish u, for finding a better bf.


the end..~~

i was truly disappointed.. no matter how many times i ask you out. u will be always nt free or don wan. in the end? like today, go out with ur best caring fren who dote u more than me till 12++ wtf is that.. do u ever care for how im feeling inside nt. its really fucked up feeling.

im the one being dumb by u,
im the one who nvr give up till now,
but still wat... no chances is given to me.
nth at all...

i feel really angry
i feel really sad
mostly, disappointed...

u always make me feel like crying ffrom inside.
i really that don suit u meh...
i really that don pei ni meh. or even up to ur standard that u have to treat me litat..

to your guy frens, u r mac delivery.. 24/7
to me, you are always busy... majiam A&W closed down liao. no matter how i call also no use..
to u lei, im ur mac delivery.. fuck fuck fuck.. im real pisses..
u always said, why i always attitude u. now i tell u, mostly, this is the reason..
to u, yr fren is fren. im nt ur fren at all. becoz i ask u out for 10times.. u can rejected me for 10time and goout with other ppl.. great. seem that your mr dearly, someone who dote u more than me is more impt than me right.. since he so care about u, go with him la. arg! i really feel like throwing my bottle to the wall now. i gt no where to vent my anger.

im stupid, didnt i? =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

ytd, she tell me. she throw her ex ring again. i had a bad feeling with it.. she told me, she wan to let go everything includes me. she donw an anything to be affected by me, to be burden by anything. im feeeling so sad, why just cant she come back to me thats all. its so simple. she still love me, didnt she? then why she always chose the go away side and hurting me.
if u throw ur ring away in the sea,
i wish i can throw my heart inside, beocz its aching till i cant tolerate the pain le. someone help me pls=(

how i wish i can tell her on the face that "i love u"

i really miss her, why i have to blog everything and here.. laso becoz she don like =(( i ave to keep everything to myself. blog thing at this place that no ppl wil come. who will really noe how im feeling. =(( i love her

hais its really a pain for me.. to say all those word, to do all those thing. i noe, im nt someone who deserve u and ur love. wat i can do now is, do things to make u hate me and let u carry on with ur live ba. theres so many guys ard u, sure theres 1 who suit u and love u. i hope the best for u girl.
for me, i'll just love u secretly.

ur forever, my baby my love. i love u =(

i just cant stop crying. hais....

blog here gd, no ppl come here and see. i can blog all i want here